I never want to

After your break up
Saturday, January 30, 2010 / 4:35 AM ♥

There are many reasons for people feeling depression.

For this blog it would be losing someone who told you they will love you forever.
No matter how many kisses
No matter how many hugs
No matter how much time you spent together.

It was a dead end.

And so here it goes.
(Warning:To people who don't know what love relationship-wise is like don't proceed.)


You don't know someone is missing
Until you get used to what it feels like to have them there.

Always.

Always in your mind.

What they're doing, where they are at...
How they are..

Usually you can ease these questions by talking to them.


But when they are gone...

You still think about them
And wonder why you do.

You still ask questions about them
And there's no one to answer.

You still love them
Though they're not there.

Why?

Don't think
They are fake.
They never cared.

You have a mind knows
which things you can change
And
Which things you can't.
And
The difference between both.

You're hurt.
You want them back.
But what If you can't?

First. Know
That moving on
Doesn't mean you have stopped loving them.
It doesn't mean you gave up on them.

It just means that...
That person you love...
You will keep them in your heart forever.
The person you see now...
Isn't that person.
It's someone new.
Someone who has changed.

Everyone changes.

And you cry because of change?
Cry.
And keep on crying.

Then when you have finished drinking water,

think.

What do you still have? When your "everything" has disappeared.

Know that in a world of change, there are still things that remain the same.

Friends.

Your world of tears.
Blurs the world of happiness.

Know that you have shoulders to lean on
Friends to be with
And no matter how many friends you left
There are still some that are there.

You may feel lonely at times.
But thats okay.

Stop spilling blood on the table.
Don't you know scars on the arm never heal?

Stop sleeping in
Don't you know how beautiful sunrise is?

You're not okay.
And maybe I don't know anything about
How you are.
And I will never know.

But I will take you to Luna park
And go on the rides 1000 times.

I will ask you to wake up early and jog with me.

Exercise.

You have so much energy you're wasting it on endless thoughts.

And when you are behind in your studies...

We can be study buddies!

Do you happen to have a hobby?

Pursue it.


Support.

When the whole world doesn't seem to.


What are friends for?

For keeping.

And you have heaps.

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Back to top, Babeh !
Get over you.